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Saturday, February 06, 2010

Thursday, February 08, 2007

The Day I Got Proposed

Today, I got proposed.
In the most romantic way anyone could ever possibly dream.

At 10 am Daniel took me to Sea World Indonesia.
We were the first visitors, and the followed by few visitors.
So approximately there are only less then ten people in the building.

Daniel and I were sitting infront of the Coral Reef fish section,when the sunrays blazed thru the crystal sea water.
It was a beautiful, and romantic moment.

Then he suddenly said to me that he had my belated birthday gift.
He told me to close my eyes, joked and asked me to take a guess.
I was thinking that, Okay, this probably, could be a giant Doraemon stuff or Snoopy so I held my hand in the air, I said: Doraemon!

Okay, open them!
When I opened my eyes, there he was, bent on his knee, holding my one hand and the other holding a beautiful jeweled silver ring in red heart-shaped box, asking me: Ayu, will you marry me?
His eyes were bursting with tears.
And with a big smile I answer: Yes, Daniel. I will.

And those colorful coral fishes were dancing around us.

Monday, January 08, 2007


I know it's wrong, but sometimes I burnt with envy.
I can't help it.
It shows how week and incapable I am.

Sunday, January 07, 2007


Hari ini gue merasa di-ignored. Well, actually not only this time, but most of the time. Sometimes I say somethings and nobody react, as if they don't hear me saying it.
Cape deh.

Monday, August 28, 2006


Enggak tahu kenapa hari ini gue pengan banget terbang.
Ninggalin semua yang ada di bumi, semua yang jelek dan membosankan ini....

Kapan gue bisa terbang?

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Jangan Ganggu Bencong

Kemaren malem gue dan Mbak Ije bareng sama dua orang "girl wannabes" ini dari stasiun Tanah Abang.
Rada kaget sih.
Emang gak sehari hari bisa ketemu ma bencong. Apa lagi bisa berinteraksi sedekat ini.
Gue cukup takjub dan amazed ngelihat mereka. Pede berat.
Dua-duanya agak gemuk dan dililit kaus cewe yang ketat.
Yang pake baju pink cukup nyaman dengan tambahan dada silikon palsu, sedangkan yang satunya memilih untuk memasang silikon di hidungnya. Sayang kurang berhasil, karena kelihatan bengkok dan seperti meleleh. Si Pink sibuk belajar, entah sedang belajar atau sekedar membaca dari beberapa kertas yang dipegangnya sementara si Kaus Hitam tidur dengan nyamannya.
Gue rada salut juga ma keberanian mereka untuk pede berada ditengah tengan seluruh orang orang kantoran berkemeja dasi dan blazer.
Rada kontras sih emang.
Tapi gue cukup salut.
Kalo gue jadi mereka gue bakal pake jaket hitam dari ujung rambut ke ujung kaki.
Malu. Tapi mereka memilih untuk pake kaus pink ketat dan jeans hipster yang melorot sampe pinggul.
Lebih hebatnya lagi si kaus hitam, berani menaikkan sebelah kakinya ke atas seat,... dan setelah beberapa menit makin nyaman, kemudian dia mengangkat 2 kakinya dan bergaya ala Cleopatra.
Gue speechless.
Baru kali ini gue liat yang kaya gini.

Tell me what you think.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Akeelah and The Bee

Excellent, heart-warming, inspiring movie. A story about a spelling bee-brainiac girl who struggles against her unsupportive family and environment to prove that she can win The National Spelling Bee. Really touchy, and brain-cramping film. I really enjoyed watching it, and recommend you to watch it. I would give four stars out of five.

Here's a quote taken from Mr. Larabee's wall that walked Akeelah to victory:

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous.
Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us -- it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others."

-Marianne Williamson-